I HATE WEED!

Another blog, another post, another day of writing about whats in my journal.

Lately MARIJUANA has just taken over me. My dad left cause of drugs, ok? So i just want to know why the fuck im sitting here smoking. It does me no good, it does Nathan no good, it does everyone who is around me NO GOOD! So what the fuck? I wonder why i cant stop. One day soon and slowly i know i will. I have goals, goals to meet, reach, accomplish. Im slowly getting to them. Ha! PORNSTAR? I swear these bitches just dont know though. I'll be honest, i have 4 videos. Which are my favorite i've seen. NO LIE! CLEAN dirty S-E-X is THE SHIT! ;) Nothing caught. 9 inches feels like a whole foot to these bitches. HAHAHA! Anyways, I HATE WEED!